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stress and sorrow, and still face tomorrow, the struggle i feel,
must not show from my appeal,but the pain i got is real,
cause the ache from thoughts i cant deal, night or day im jus thinkin,
should i even keep on tryin, life is to quick for me,
especial when nothing is free, this aint fanstasy ya see on tv,
cause when ya on ya own, alone at home, tryin to pay ya payments,
shuda paid attention to ya parents statements,guidelines to use in life,
when ya down out of life, you figure a plan to stand by your self,
never take things for granted, cause in life nothing is ever handed,
ya work for materials you make, so floss and flash is nothing when ya
sit on ya ass and ask for it, so dont think ya better jus cuz u got it,
realized that shittt before you face me, cause you nothing to me if you
just depend on a source that you dont apply force, but of course
your just a child with no remorse only issues you make to learn from it,
needed grow up and live it, cause life is too valuable to play,
when many people around can betray, so take care of yourself day by day,
cause sooner or later it will come....-deliverance aka me
Life and death situation just past through my eyes, and i lived so i guess im kinda surprised, but it doesnt really hit you until you think in ya head, thinkin how you were so close to the brink of ya death, everything thats runnin through my mind just seems to be negative, everything is fucked up and is gettin so repetitive, deja vu replays in infinite ways, just the same shit goin through but different day, siginificant signs being shown to me before, shoulda known to be careful when i got into the door, thought i was but apparently i was wrong, so i write this song thankin God life is prolonged, smokin through a bong or sniffin a line, lightin up another cigarette so i could pass time, didnt have mine and i began to lose sight, funny how that stick of death coulda saved my life, ironic shit, im just glad i didnt catch on fire, this reminds me of kanye west....through the wire.......
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| aight aight look dont be confuse by the words i use
cause see your game be nothing but old news
i put through what you do, in the end you jus unlit the fuse,
blocked ya self and your views, told me nothing new,
i wanted something but now im through,
i gave you a shot, tie me into you like a knot
turned my cold nights to hot,even put me on the spot,
yet you still got the nerve, not to believe my words
situation obsurd, sorry boo but i aint blamin this on you,
i jus dont want it to be like i was never into you,
see i got the facts straight, but gettin wit me its never too late,
its a speed bump to life, who knows you could probably be my wife,
gotta let time roll, trust me we can be friends nobody gotta go,
i enjoy talkin to you but today just isnt the day,
and plus im with my baby, and you got jay,
you made the choice and i made my own,
and forget the games we played cause we too grown,
nobody got to be alone, cause friends always talk especial on the phone,
so when ya home and blue, and you jus dont know what to do,
hit me up and we can talk, promise i'd be there i wont walk.... | | |
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doc eating a burgur at jack in the crack
